pantang story...

ermmmm... berpantang... lain org lain caranye.. lain emak lain la pantang nye... kekekeke... mak aku strict teramat lah sgt.. mom in law.. modern teramat la sgt.. both have pros n cons (mengikut pendapat aku lah.. ;P) dedua aku agree 50% jer... lagi 50% mesti aku buat sukati aku (dlm diam... kekeke nak kene pancung silalah tnjuk terror depan ibu ibu anda... kekeke...)

since umah mak n mak in law adelah amat dekat, jadiknye aku terpakse berpantang bergilir2 dedua umah.. kekeke.. kat situ aku dah langgar satu pantang... iaitu kua umah.. hahahah... tp pelik aku diorg ni tak kisah pulak bab ni... tp ade satu kes tu aku pegi amik ubat tali pusat kt kete.. bie lah tertinggal dlm kete sbb ubat tu dah abih so dia pegi beli mlm tu... pagi tu nk cuci pusat zaim kelam kabut terus gi kat depan umah amik lah ubat tu.. tup tup kene marah gegila ngn mak aku... sebab kua umah... aduhai pening pale aku jap...

bab makan paling lah amat bosan... makan ikan bilis goreng... sayur tadak.. eh tipu tipu.. ade.. sayur ape ntah.. yg elok utk tambah susu tu.. tak ingt dah... tapi tak selalu amat lah jarang aku mkn.. and sebab aku rase amatla tak sedap perut jadinye aku makan orange.. kekeke terbawa2 perangai mase pregnant orange sgt wajib di makan every day... mak aku agak keberatan nak bg makan tp aku degil... dia suh makan epal tp epal tak sedap time tu.. aku nk orange jugek2... degil kan aku? and tiap2 hari aku breakfast roti potato n milo and tiap2 ptg juge aku repeat menu itu and tiap2 mlm juge for supper aku repeat sekali lagi menu itu.. tak best kan? naik kembang tekak aku... for lunch n dinner kdg2 mak aku masak la jugak ayam halia n lagi satu ape ntah ikan ape tak ingt.. selain ikan bilis goreng tu... kalo kt umah in law lak.. mak sane masakkan aku ikan tenggiri.. tp dia ok kalo aku curik2 lauk lain time mkn.. kekekek.. shhhhh.. jgn btau mak aku.. habesss aku nnti... sbb aku mmg hantu minum susu jadinye mase pantang tu bie belikan aku dozen2 susu dutch lady... mase pregnant dulu suke susu goodday tp tule fresh milk kan simpan dlm fridge.. jgn la harap aku dpt minum sejuk2 tu.. hhuhuhu....

biasenye weekdays aku pantang umah aku n weekend aku pantang umah bie.. ermmm utk pengetahuan sume2 org.. time aku berpindah ni la adelah time aku buat kepale besar melanggar pantang... 1st aku tuka umah tu, time tu baru seminggu pantang.. aku telah pergi ke bank.. kekek aci tak? tp aku sendiri rase akibatnye lah.. mmg pening mcm nk pitam time kat bank tu.. sejuk hingga ke tulang.. time ni baru insaf rase nk dgr je ckp mak aku lenkali.. kekekek time tu jelah insaf.. umah in law aku 2 tingkat jadinye sekali lagi aku langgar pantang turun naik tangge.. huhuhhu mmg agak menyukarkan la sebenarnye tp tadela kerap sgt aku turun naik pun.. kali kedua aku singgah lak kat jusco n ampang point.. kekekeek.. gile tak? time tu desperate nk beli bouncer for zaim.. tgk kat jusco tade yg menarik tu yg terus ke ampang point.. balik tu sbb dah lapar dengan sesuka ati je aku mkn mcdee... kekeke.. tp mkn fillet o fish jelah.. air milo ais n fries.. aci lah kan.. bukan aku amik double cheese or ayam goreng.. kekeke.. time aku berpantang aritu adelah time musim buah.. bayangkan tiap2 hari ade saje buah-buahan diorg mkn depan aku..rambutan manggis durian etc etc... hhuhuuh telan air liur jelah! paling terliur terbau aroma durian yg mcm best gile.. aku actually nyepun bukan la suke sgt mkn durian.. paling2 pun 2 ulas... tu pun kalo btul2 sedap manis dan lembut.. tp bile tgk diorg ngap.. alahaiii sedapnye.. kuatkan hati bile pk zaim breastfeed.. sian dia nnt; susu rase durian.. kekeke yeke?

Errk kalo bab jamu… mmg aku tak sentuh lgsg… bedak yg kaler kuning pakai lepas mandi n yg tenyeh kt dahi tu pun aku pakai seminggu jek… rimas gatal badan aku… jamu aku decide tamo mkn sbb zaim mcm kuning lagi… even dh sebulan pun still nmpk sket2 kuning.. so gune reason ni jelah utk selamatkan diri… hehehe btul ape.. tak tipu.. mane leh mkn jamu kalo bb kuning.. kan?.. bengkung? aku pakai lah sehingga last day pantang... tp pakai pun siang hari jek.. bile agak2 dh loose tu aku bukak je lah.. tade faedah pun pakai bile tak ketat btul.. dhtu nye bengkung yg mak aku bg ni... bukan yg modern tu main ikat2 tu.. yg ni pjg baper kilometer ntah.. pusing2 pakai... huhhu.. mase dh ujung2 pantang tu bie belikan lah bengkung yg modern tu.. sng je ikat.. tadela pening aku kene pusing2 beberape kilometer.. kekek tipu tipu.. bape meter jelah....

and finally mase aku dh nak abih pantang tu.. about lagi 6 days kot.. aku telah pergi wedding my fren kt subang.. mlm lak tu.. uhuhuh time tu sib baik turn pantang umah bie.. so mak dia no hal sgt lah bg aku kua gi wedding tu.. kalo kt umah aku jgn la kau bermimpi.. kekeke.. mmg mati hidup balik mak aku tak bg kua.. ;P on the way tu spjg jalan aku asikla berdoa tade ape2 jadi.. kekke risau gak tu.. yelah kan org buat salah.. nnt kalo jadi ape2... jenuh nk menjawab.. alhamdulillah selamat pergi dan balik... tutup rahsia..

mase berpantang ni juga aku agak lucky zaim amat sng di jaga.. nangis bile lapa.. kenyang terus tdo.. kdg2 tu adelah meragam sket.. tp bleh dibilang dgn jari.. cumenye zaim mase pantang tu taleh kene aircond.. dia amat gemar tdo berpeluh2 berkuap2 dlm bilik tu.. huhuhu... dia teringat mcm dlm perut kot.. panas je.. tp yg sengsaranye adelah mommy n babah dia... huhu masuk bilik berpeluh2.. cemane nk tdo.. kene lah tahan.. demi baby terchenta.. sib baik gak zaim tamo aircond so indirectly aku follow lah this pantang taleh sejuk2 time berpantang. kalo tak dh lame aku bukak aircond tu.. elok jugak la.. sentiase berpeluh sebenarnye kan.. so now ni rase berterima kasih kt zaim.. hehhe tp skg ni sib baik jugak zaim dh berubah... taleh panas2.. dia rimas.. dia suke lak duk dlm aircond.. haa cmnilah anak mommy.. baru bestttt~ bukan la sejuk sgt pun tp tadela smpi berkuap2 berpeluh2 duk dlm bilik..

itulah sedikit sebanyak cerite pantang aku.. rase cm byk lagi je mende aku buat melanggar pantang tp cm tak ingt je.. kire halal lah..

~damai~

happiness

so in love with him

syukur alhamdulillah...

Wan Zaim Idlan Bin Wan Muhammad Idris

26 June 2007

9.58am

~5 hours in pain... worth it!

38 week

seperti biase went check up today... berat aku turun so doc aku pun tanyelah apesal.. aku lak dgn menten nye ceritela yg last week aku loya2 muntah2.. asal makan je muntah... so maybe sbb tula aku turun sket berat badan.. aku tanye doc ade ke org cm aku ni.. dh nk bersalin baru nk rase morning sickness? sekali doc ckp.. sebenarnye loya2 muntah tu adelah salah satu tande contraction.. uiks~ biru kejap muke aku... terus lah doc aku check.. dia pun seluk la check.. tup tup dia ckp dh dilate 1.5cm.. ngeee.. next monday probably dah bleh bersalin... huiks~ sekali lagi muke aku biru.. aku tgk hubby aku tersengih2.. sengih cuak ke sengih excited ke aku tak sure..

hohoh~ doakan aku lah ye...

@37th week

arini mc for checkup.. skg dh weekly checkup.. tp nerves sgt nak g hospital.. gara2 doc mengong tulah last week.. tertekan sungguh saye~ huhuh.. mase buat urine test and amik berat lagi lah bertambah berkocak jantung aku ni.. aku rase cm nurse tu dgr je dupdapdupdap aku.. dhle berat aku naik lagik sekilo.. agagagagaga.. jgn la doc aku marah.. huhuh..~



mase tgh tunggu doc smpi.. tuhan jelah yg tau cemane gelodak di hati ku ni.. masih terngiang2 lagi sume cakap2 doc daud tu.. aku bukan risau pasal aku tp aku risau psl bb aku.. ciannye la hero aku ni kalo aku ade problem... so dgn hati berdebar2 nye aku masuk bilik doc aku; dr habibah.. masuk2 je dia sengih.. aku pun buat2 muke konfiden; muke peramah aku.. sengih balik kat dia..



dr. habibah: assalammualaikum..

saye yg neves n hubby: w'salam..

dr. habibah: macammane arini ok? ade sakit-sakit? ade mslh ape2?

saye yg neves: so far ok.. cume jiwa je tertekan doc..doc daud yg buat.. kesian saye kan doc

dr. habibah: ermm berat badan naik.....(long paused).... ok! nampak tade masalah..

hubby ku: ok? tak overweight ke doc?

saye yg neves: (agagagagagaga~kelu lidah time ni..)

dr. habibah: eh tadelah overweight.. ok je ni.. cantik je naik dia..

saye yg neves: yeke? (heheh.. mula tersenyum simpul dah time ni.. dlm ati nk je aku ketuk doc daud tu.. pandai2 je kate aku overweight)

hubby ku: dia ade darah tinggi ke doc?

dr. habibah: takde.. ok je.. sehat je dia ni.. darah cukup.. bp ok.. so far tade masalah.. jom kite tgk baby pulak.. saye nk kire air ketuban...



aku pun baring la.. menyerah diri untuk di scan..



dr. habibah: ok air ketuban cukup2.. baby dh turun.. position ok.. seminggu lagi bleh la kot ni.. =)

saye yg neves: huk? seminggu?

dr. habibah: maybelah.. kalo dia awal kite tak thn2 dah.. bg je bb kua.. so far bb awak tak besar sgt.. tak kecik sgt.. elok2 la ni sgn size mak dia.. besar sgt pun tak bleh.. kecik sgt pun takleh.. avg bb awak ni 3.0kg..

saye yg neves: so, paling2 awal dlm mase seminggu la ni eh doc?

dr. habibah: ha.. tapi sebab air ketuban cukup-cukup.. jadi kalo 2 july tak bersalin.. kite kene lah kacau dia kasik kua..

saye yg neves: ooooo~

hubby ku: so.. so far sume ok eh doc?

(aku rase bie pun cm tak caye je dgr sume ok.. gara2 doc daud tu lah ni.. )

dr. habibah: hehe.. 70% skg nmpk sume ok.. nk kate 100% ok taleh la.. sbb 30% lagi tu mase dlm labour room.. bile sume dh selamat nnt baru bleh kite ckp 100%..

saye yg neves and hubby: ooooo..

lega sehh....~ tgk.. betaper berbudi bahase nye doc aku ni.. compare ngn dr. daud ngong tu.. pandai2 kate aku berat sgt.. darah tinggi.. baby aku kecik.. dr habibah ckp ok je sume.. sekeh nnt baru tau.. hish.. buat aku risau je.. sian aku.. tobat dah aku jumpe doc daud tu.. ape2 pon aku hope sume nye selamat nnt smpi aku bersalin.. aku hope aku buat right decision dgn memilih dr habibah.. i lap u doctor~

loya again...

lately ni teruk lah rase.. asik loya and muntah-muntah... perit nye tekak dan perut saye... rase cam nak terberanak pun ade... dahle tak terlarat nak lari ke toilet dgn perut yg besau ni.. yang kesiannye bie pun same rase loya, muntah and tak sedap badan... kdg2 comey gak tgk dia terbaring je tak larat... (kehkehkeh.. ape punye bini la aku ni.. =P) tadela.. somehow rase comey sbb mcm dia lak pregnant.. hikhikhik.. taperla.. so same-samela saye and dia tergolek tak larat.. saye sapu balm kt dia.. pastu dia lak sapu balm kat saye.. saye picit pale dia.. pastu dia lak picit pale saye.. taperla bie.. paling2 lame pun 3 minggu je lagik.. pastu insyaAllah lepas ayang bersalin, dah tak de dah rase loya-loya ni.. so sabar jelah ok..

mengong tui!

tade keje sungguh lah orang laki zaman sekarang ni... nak je aku ketuk-ketuk pale diorg ni.. (dgn syarat polis tutup la muke dia.. so dia tak nampak sape yg ketuk pale dia.. =P)

lagi geram tu, mangsenye anak2 melayu.. ish~ sabo jelah! diorg ni mmgla.. ish ish.. tamo la bebel~ tapi kan... seriyesla.. aku taleh imagine kalo aku di tempat diorg.. seriyes takot weih.. mane nak letak muke kalo sume video tu tersebar.. kalo tak nmpk muke taper gak.. huhuh taleh nk imagine lah.. aku doa-doa sume record tu polis dpt amik and di buang di lupus dan di musnahkan.. and tade yg dah berjaya disebarkan kt internet.. polis pun jgn lak tumpang sekaki lak.. layan tgk pastu sebar2 kan.. kami ni mengharapkan awak menegakkan keadilan..

ish~ ape pun aku hope budak2 ni kuat semangat lah.. doa byk2 Allah lindungi maruah korg.. and aku pon doa byk2 aku tak jadi mangse kerakusan lelaki tade akal cmni..

ni yg buat aku seriau nak gi toilet kat opis ni... huhuhu~

RM0.99

ermmm ni nak cerite tentang nasik lemak stesen minyak ESSO ni...

aku suke gak la nasi lemak comey ni.. kocik je nasik lemak dia.. kdg2 kalo sempat aku suh la bie singgah beli kt esso tu.. tapi ade satu mende la yg buat aku tak berape nak puas ati sgt ngn diorg ni..

dia jual nasik lemak ni harge RM0.99... and aku rase byk jugak mende lain yg dia jual RM1.99, RM2.99.. kirenye sume ade 99sen la kt ujung nye tu... and yg buat aku sedikit bengkek.. setiap kali aku beli nasik lemak ni.. mesti cashier tu cakap.. "akak, sorila.. kitorg tade 1 sen"...
huk aloh... aku bukan sekali dua beli kat situ.. adela kot berjuta kali dtg situ beli nasi lemak ni.. eh berjuta ke? tak... takk... sori sori.. aku tipu.. puluh2 kali je kot dtg.. tapi diorg asik je gune alasan yg same.. aku pulak nye jenis baik ati.. ok kan je lah.. lagipun tak kuase aku nk gado-gado di pagi ari sebab duit 1 sen.. (maybe jugak sebab aku dh lambat nk gi keje or aku malu kalo dirog ckp aku kedekut.. 1sen pun nk kire..=P) so byk kali jugak la aku halal kan 1sen aku tu..

tapi kalo pk pk balik dari segi hak.. aku rase tak patut kot diorg buat cmtu.. diorg tade 1sen itu masalah diorg.. diorg kene la pulangkan jugak baki.. cuba imagine.. kalo sehari ade seratus nasik lemak jual kat situ.. and sume nye halalkan 1sen~ 1sen kali seratus = seratus sen = singgit.. kalo 30 ari... dh 3o hinggit.. kalo sejuta ari dh sejuta ringgit.. eh btul ke aku kire? tak kirela kan btul ke tak.. tp pendek kate.. mane aci lah kan main amik2 duit org cmni.. walopun sume org menghalalkan 1sen tu.. tp still aku rase tak aci jugak2.. kalo dh mmg tade 1sen.. jgnla jual 0.99sen.. letak jelah rm1.. lagipun kan mmg stended nasik lemak singgit.. kalo letak siap2 singgit.. customer pun tak komplen byk.. dgn rela ati hulur singgit..

ish.. aku terase nak adu ke persatuan pengguna lah! heheh aci tak? i tak rela u kene halal lagi 1sen kt diorg.. baik derma ke anak yatim lagi bagus dr kasik diorg untung free2 cmtu kan? sape sokong?

bye bye Xerox

Alhamdulillah... today i finally released from the crap project... (not the project yg crap actually.. the teamlead.. =P) and starting from next week, he dont have any right to me at all...

my feeling? of course i am HAPPY! but yet sad jugeklah sebab i actually can learn a lot from this project and also i got a very bad reputation when i left this project... all is bcz of him! *sigh~

btw, i hope tamatlah kesah pengalaman aku bekerja under team dia.. memang serik and tobat dah tamo work in team lagi ngn dia and hope sgt aku tade dh di temukan ngn org satu spicies ngn dia..

ok tutup buku~ tamo ngumpat dah... =P

~TAMAT~

is it too late?

@5pm~ rase cam nak muntah sgt... tapi saje tahan... sebab malas nak muntah... try makan gule-gule.. biskot... minum air panas.. air suam... tapi still ade jugak rase loya-loya...

@7pm~ finally vommited @petronas... tapi still tak lega sebab bile rase nk muntah tu.. sakit perut sgt-sgt.. so tak berani nak muntah btul2 sebab takot efek kt baby.. so muntah sket2 je.. still tak lega..


@8pm~ memang dah lapa sgt ni... lunch tadi pun sket je makan.. tak lalu~.. so had dinner with bie and his frens... tak lalu lagi sebenarnye tapi risau perut masuk angin or kesian jugak kt baby kalo tak makan... so pakse diri makan... makan nasik half je.. then ttbe rase nak muntah sgt2.. so ajak bie balik...

@9pm~ ha... selamat sumenye... segala isi perut dah keluar.. i feel better la tapinye.. tapi terus kepala jadik pusing.. hoho..

@10pm~ lapa sgt.. try makan roti and orange juice... tak smpi 30 min... bluwekkk again...

@12pm~ bie beli bubur nasik kosong + ikan bilis goreng + ikan goreng... bleh la telan half bubur tu.. lauk nye bie yg perabis.. coz mmg tak lalu.. then after bie tolong urut.. kua angin2 sume.. letak balm satu badan.. baru lega and terus tido...

ermmm ini kah yg dinamakan loya-loya.. muntah-muntah.. yg sllu org rase in their early pregnancy? apesal lak aku ni 3rd trimester lak baru rase.. isk pelik tul... tapi kirenye sempat gak la kan aku rase pengalaman loya-loya muntah ni.. paling2 lame pon kalo kene hadap keadaan ni pun 3 or 4 minggu... kire oklah kan.. org lain biasenye berbolan-bolan baru ok.. so kirenye agak lucky jugek la aku ni kan... =P

cerita nasi lemak

pagi tadi on the way to office~ bie kene amik kawan dia kat taman melati... so mase tgh tunggu dia tu... me ttbe rase lapa.. then nampak la makcik jual nasik lemak.. so rase nak beli... aku pun beratur dgn sungguh sopan je.. makcik tu buat layan tak layan aku je.. sbbnye maybe aku new face customer dia.. yg lain2 maybe regular customer dia.. then aku tgk... alomokkkk mcm nak abih je nasik lemak tu... tapi aku menten control ayu.. tunggu jugakla makcik tu abih lyn customer dia - nenek tua... makcik tu wat dek je lagi kat aku.. taperla aku phm.. customer tgh ramai.. 1st come 1st serve la kot..

then ade 2nd makcik ni tegur aku..
makcik2~ adik ni dapat ke?
aku yg sopan~ ermm ntah.. kenape abis ke?
makcik2~ mcm tak cukup je...
aku yg sopan~ oh yeke.. ermmm.. ermmm.. tak cukup tapelah.. (buat muke paling inesen..)

makcik1~ nenek.. nek pnye 3 kan.. bagila kat dia ni satu ye..
nenek~ alaaa tamo..
aku yg sopan ~(dlm ati berkata: huk aloh.. nenek ni... mcm budak kecik.. bagila aku... ngn aku pun nk berebut.. tapi biala dh mmg nasik lemak dia kan..sukati dia la nk bg aku ke tak.. hehehe)
makcik1~ ala bagila.. sian kat dia.. baby dia nk mkn ni... nenek beli lagi satu kt kedai sebelah bleh?
aku yg sopan~ (senyum simpul dgn harapan nenek tu bagi kat aku lah..)
nenek~ tanak! tak sedap...
aku yg sopan~ (masih senyum simpul.. patutnye.. bleh je aku ckp taperla.. sy beli tempat lain and terus berlalu.. tapi aku masih tegak berdiri kt situ.. senyum sorg2.. kenape eh? maybe sebab aku nak jugak nasik lemak tu.. and aku yakin aku akan dapat sbb aku pregnant.. jahat gak aku kan?)

customer1~ amikla akak punye dik..
aku yg sopan~ erkkk.. eh taper ke? (aceceh... buat2 bersalah pulak.. =P)
custimer1~ taper amiklah.. (smbil senyum2 kat aku.. kakak ni tgh pegang baby.. so maybe dia paham kot aku ni tgh terliur tgk nasik lemak tu..)
aku yg sopan~ eh time kasih eh kak.. (ku lemparkan senyuman paling manis aku utk kakak tu.. )

end of story.. aku dpt la nasik lemak tu.. and mengikut cerite kawan hubby aku... mmg nasik lemak tu sedap GILE~ hohoh kirenye tak rugi la aku bertenggek senyum simpul kt situ nk dptkan nasik lemak makcik tu...

hehehe kenape aku citer pasal nasik lemak ni.. heheh bukan ape.. inilah 1st time aku diberikan layanan sedikit istimewa oleh org-org di luar sane karena aku pregnant.. before this.. tak penah aku rase melainkan dr kwn2 aku, hubby aku n family aku.. so arini aku rase la spesel sket.. heeheh ngade sungguh.. pasni aku ingt nk try naik LRT.. tgk org kasik tak aku duduk.. ke diorg buat buat tido cm dlm iklan tu... tungguuuuu~

@ 36th week

i woke up late today (ngam ngam kol 9am)...sebab last nite i couldnt sleep at all.. lagipun perut sakit sgt smlm... itukah braxton hicks? entahla.. tp yg pastinye.. perut aku ni kalo lepas mkn memangla memulas2.. tak sure la sebab aku slh mkn ke angin ke.. entah la.. tp aku yakin la bukan sakit nk bersalin sbb aku bleh lagi tahan... (acehhh... berlagak le tu... =P)

so today decide nk gi check up terus la.. alang2 dah tak larat gi keje tu.. tapinye bile smpi kt hospital.. doc aku le pulak ade 3 kes and sume2 doc pompuan lain bz jugek.. so nak tanak amikla sorg doc laki ni since dia sorg je yg available.. tapi service dia mmg la membuatkan aku frustrated sgt! taula aku gemok~ berat~ tapi jgn la marah2 cmtu sekali... dia duk bising berat aku naik byk sgt.. okla aku phm la.. tp at least blood pressure aku still normal.. baby normal.. darah cukup.. air ketuban cukup.. dia duk bising2 kate nnt lagi 2 minggu aku kene darah tinggi.. hohhoho~ jgn la ckp cmtu.. mcm kompom je aku kene darah tinggi tu... pastu bleh pulak dia ckp baby aku kecik.. tak comel.. pipi tak tembam... hohoh apo niiii??? sukati dia je... biala tak comel pun.. anak aku bukan anak dia.. aku pun tamola bb aku overwieght.. dia kate 2.8kg je.. tp ok la kot 2.8kg tu.. bg aku as long as above 2.5kg oklah.. nnt dh lahir pandai la aku bg dia mkn bg dia besar.. tp yg buat aku geram tu.. dia tak de pun ukur btul2.. main tgk2 scan je.. sukati dia je agak2.. taula expert tapi tgkla btul2.. at least ukur la mcm doc sllu buat tu.. dah tu ckp aku nnt susah pulak nk bersalin.. baby aku nnt lemas... hohohoho apekah doc ni..???? selame2 ni aku check up doc ckp aku ok.. bb ok.. sume ok tade problem... sekali doc ni ckp mcm2 kat aku.. huhuhu sedey aku.. buat aku rase bersalah sgt2 kt bb aku.. as if aku tak jage dia btul2.. =(

balik tu meleleh je air mate aku.. so aku ckp kt hubby aku nk time alone kejap.. drive sorg2 tade hala tuju... drive je ikut hati aku (memang driving bleh menenangkan aku.. spashly kao bwk laju2.. hehe.. tapi dgn berhati2 ok.. =P) .. sbb aku sedihlah kalo jadi ape2 kt baby aku mesti aku rase guilty...aku ingt aku dh jage dia btul2.. record selame 8 bulan ni sume ok.. buat hati aku senang.. tapi appointment tadi mmg buat aku down.. doc tu pun dia sukati je marah aku kenape amik pil kalsium kalo aku mmg dah minum susu...lerr.. salah ke aku mkn kalo doc aku yg sebenar tu bagi? salah ke aku minum susu? kalo lebih kalsium taleh ke? ish tak phm btul.. dgr dia bebel2 tu mmg dh cukup memedihkan ati.. smpi aku lupe nk suh dia check bghn perut aku yg tgh sakit ni.. =( mc pun aku lupe nk mintak... dhtu dia ckp baby aku patut dh turun 50% tp skg ni baru turun 20%... so kene marah lagik.. hohoh mane aku tau~.. nnt la kot bb aku turun... lagipun kalo ikut edd dia ade time 4 minggu lagik... sabo la... sian bb aku...

balik rumah terus aku landing meleleh2 airmate pk bb aku.. bb aku pun asik kick je aku.. dia tau kot aku sedih.. bile aku pk pk.. active je bb aku ni.. doc tadi tu ckp bb aku tak cukup mkn.. kecik.. byk sel plasenta dh mati.. sbb tu tak cukup khasiat.. weak... ntah la.. serabut sungguh hati aku.. tambah lagik tadi ade selisih phm sket ngn bie boo yg ku syg itu.. huhu lagi la merobek2 ati ni.. huwaaa~tapi after my bie dtg approach me.. hug me.. calm me down balik.. slow talk sume balik.. i feel better.. never better.. and bile dia pun ckp dia tak puas ati ngn doc tu.. lagila aku feel better.. then bermula la acara mengumpat doc tu.. elehhh kalo pk pk balik padanla dia sorg je yg free tadi tu.. tak laku la tu.. tade patient nk kat dia.. sebabnye doc lain sume bz ngn kes n appointment..

taperla.. maybe ni dugaan aku kot.. selame ni Allah permudahkan urusan aku sejak dr awal pregnant so maybe ujung2 ni Dia nk uji aku.. ape2 pun aku hope baby aku selamat nanti.. nanti next week aku nk refer balik kt doc aku tu.. nk tnye balik betul ke ape yg doc psiko tu ckp kat aku.. betul ke aku ade mslh nnt mase nk bersalin.. tapi kan.. kot ye pun aku mmg bermasalah.. ape slhnye kalo ckp elok2 kt aku.. bg aku solution cemane nk settle kan prob ni.. ni tak.. main sergah2.. duk menakot2kan aku.. duk kutuk2 aku n baby aku.. solution lgsg tak bagi.. bleh dia ckp its too late.. tgk jela cemane nnt.. ish! dhle doc ni melayu.. sesame melayu pun taleh nk berbudi bahasa ke...

taperla baby.. cemane keadaan baby pun mummy terima.. baby tak chumel ke baby kecik ke pipi baby tak tembam ke taperla.. yg penting baby sehat and sempurna sifat..
tp kan mummy yakin anak mummy mestila ensem kan? kite tunggu dan lihat
~sayanggggg baby~

geram geram mummy geram~

heee~ sape dia ni..
kuis kuis perut mummy..
rase nk gigit gigit je kaki comey tu.. =P

on my 35th week pregnancy...

ish.. pelikla.. sebab sakit sgt la pulak kt bhgn bwh perut tu.. baby dah turun ke eh time nie? confuse lah.. and tambah pelik movement baby makin ligat.. ngilu btul bile tulang dia kene kt rusuk kanan ni.. bile tanye2 orang lain.. diorg kate normal la tu.. dah tade space so baby gerak sket pun mmg sng nk rase.. so lega la sket perasaan ni.. bukan ape kalo bleh biala baby dah 38th week baru bersalin.. tambah lagi skg ni perut terase padat and ketat sgt... nak duduk cemane lagi pun tak tau dah... bleh rase tulang2 baby gerak sane sini.. kdg2 kesian la kot kot my baby tak selesa kat dlm tu.. ish aku pun rase sume serba tak kene.. tapi ape pun kene la bersabar kan.. tinggal lebih kurang sebulan je lagik.. sebenarnye me and hubby pun tak sabar nk jumpe baby.. brg2 sume dah siap.. bilik pun dah siapkan utk sambut baby... tp biala kalo bleh nak la kan badan my baby dah kuat and sihat baru dia kua.. tak smpi ati rasenye kalo my baby kua awal tp kene letak dlm inkubator.. mintak dijauhkan la.. aminnn~

ermm this week jugak i have to admit yg memang tak larat sgt dah nk berjalan or bergerak.. kalo pakse2 jugak buat keje umah.. mengemas etc etc mmgla sakit pinggang sakit kaki sakit lutut.. yg kesian tu kat my hubby bie la.. kene la jadi mesin osim urut2 smpi lega.. sib baik jugak skg ni sume dh siap dah tade ape lagi nk buat kecuali basuh baju tiap2 minggu je.. tu pun mesin yg buat.. =P bab menyidai skg dh bleh count on bie.. sungguh la appreciate bile dia tlg sidai kan baju.. tak larat dah saye nk bongkok2 sidai baju.. berdiri lame pun tak tahan jugak...

lagi satu lately ni terase begitu emosi sekali... especially time tgh have fun with bie.. bukan nye jarang have fun ngn dia.. tiap2 ari mmg cmtu... 24 jam sentiase bergurau-gurau.. tgk tv, makan jalan2, sume hepi hepi.. tapi time tgh gelak2 tu.. mesti terdetik.. what if kalo im not survive mase bersalin nanti.. im going to miss him.. mase mase cmni lah buat aku cukup syukur sgt dgn life aku... dpt hidup yg tenang dan hepi di samping hubby aku.. tapi terdetik jugak cukup ke love aku utk dia selame ni sbg seorg isteri? ade ke salah silap aku yg buat bie kecik ati? kdg2 jugak aku rase cm bersalah jugak sebab merajuk mende2 kecik.. tak tau la kenape.. maybe aku asik fikir what if mase aku tinggal sket je lagi... ish sebernarnye taleh di layan sgt perasaan cmni kan.. mau sakit jiwa dibuatnye..

taperlah.. sebagai umat islam.. sume nye kite serahkan kepada Allah.. hope sumenye selamat dan berjalan lancar... aminnn~

no work..

serious la.. boring jugak sebenarnye duk lepak tade keje kt opis.. tapi kalo amponnnn la kalo nk suh aku tegur teamlead psiko tu.. taperla kalo pk positive nye.. less pressure bebanan kt kepala aku... orang dah kasik relek kite relekla kan.. all these while pun rase dh terlalu byk effort and commitment dh bg for this project. (eventho dia tak appreciate pun kan...)

if he think i will feel guilty sebab releks tak buat keje.. silap la.. if he want to assign me work silekan.. tapi nak harap aku bgn mintak keje mmg tak dpt la.. enuf la ape yg dia buat selame ni.. mls aku nk bertegur sape ngn org cm ni..

well i have to enjoy my sweet time preggie ni.. tak lame dah.. tinggal 34 days je lagik.. baik fikir mende yg best best je.. so senang ati sket.. sian jugak kat my baby yg selame ni tensen je melayan si mamat tu.. now on i will not let him do anything yg pressure me lagik.. enuf is enuf la.. kalo selame ni dia ingt dia je bleh nk ngamuk meh tgk skg ni bia dia tgk pulak pompuan pregnant mengamuk.. heheeh.. try la carik pasal sekali lagi.. mmg mengaummmmm aku kt opis ni nnt.. (amcam? takot tak? =P)

8 months...

my hands and legs are all swelling... and it really hurts when i walk or move my hands... and i also have a back pain... last nite when i was about to sleep i cant even move my body... seriously any single move will make me scream... i have to wake my hubby up.. so he can massage my back... tiger balm do calm me at least for a few minutes... now i start to understand susah payah seorang ibu mengandungkan anaknye.. terase insaf jugak lah... before this rase tadela susah sgt.. sakit2 sket, pening pale, skt pale.. lenguh sane sini sume tu bleh di tahan.. but last nite mmg la teramat perit... suma jadi tak kene... tmbh lagi cramp and kebas... but i tried my best to handle the pain... coz i dont want to feel give up or lemah semangat.. i dont want my baby know the pain that i have gone thru...

tapi kan.. yang pelik nye kan... usually when i was about to sleep time ni la he will do the jaws things ( kua kan tulang and jalan2 like jaws... =P) and busy kicking me... tapi last nite.. he just keep quite smpi i feel a bit worry bout him.. i just put my hand on top of my belly and hoping he was ok.. but then he respon back but only with soft movement... so good boy la him.. tau kot mummy dia sakit.. =)

tapi guess what... this morning when i told my hubby bout him... dia pun mulalah acara jaws n kick dia tu non-stop... smpi la time mkn breakfast.. heee.. apela bb ni.. baru je mummy puji dah noty balik.. taperla somehow his kick buat me terase sungguh semangat.. kalo ikut kan mmg tak larat nak bgn gi keje ni... tapi tu la kan kalo MC nnt ade org kate MIA pulak... mls la nk pjg2 citer.. sabar jelah...

terase nak pg ikea balik ni... larat ke eh nk jalan?

pembelit!

Tuhan tu Maha Kaya...

today i found out that my teamlead ade buat citer tak elok pasal aku...
when i was sick last week, he told onshore team i was MIA...
missing in action?
bukan aku tak inform dia aku mc...
memang carik pasal btul la dia ni...
haihhh sabo jela kan..

~sesungguhnya memfitnah lebih bahaya dr membunuh~

biala Allah je yg balas sume ape yg tak elok dia buat kat aku...

i win!

nak tergelak pun ade.. lupe nak citer ni.. kan semalam my teamlead tu re-assign my work to someone else.. sbb kononnye i lah yg lembap, slow, bengap etc etc smpi keje tu taleh nak siap.. so tadi dia pergila tnye updet kat the guy yg handle keje aku ni.. he is sitting next to me je pun.. so i bleh dgr conversation diorg...

i am so happy when the guy telling him that he got the same error as i did and stuck there the same place that i did stuck too.. and also there is a problem with the data as well.. so he conclude he cant proceed this either.. kah kah kah.. (gelak jahat ni.. )terkulat2 jugak muke dia bile that guy ckp cmtu.. konon la dtg kt mamat tu tunjuk yg dia concern psl anak2 buah dia.. and sume task2 yg dia bg.. end up mamat tu ckp cmtu.. padan muke.. and i think he was hoping that the guy cakap problem tu solved.. so terbukti la aku lah yg tareti buat keje sebenarnye.. tp lain la pulak jadinye.. keh keh keh... org dh ckp awal2 ade problem tamo caye.. now setel la sendiri.. good luck man!

still sit down and ceting

dont have nothing to do..
and also dunno what to do..
the MAN didnt assign me any work yet..
i will not go to him request for any work request..

so i decided to sit down and think... chatting... =P
~LALALALALALALA~

welcome ~LIL~

heee last nite when i was about to sleep... i received a text from my friend Mas. Heee guess what.. Mas dah selamat bersalin baby boy... nickname dia ~lil~.. name penuh mama dia tak declare lagik... huhuh.. ntah kenape me sungguh terharu... smpi bergenang2 air mate malam tu.. yelah kan i used to be with mas everyday in office throughout our pregnancy... skg ni dia dh selamat bersalin and my turn will be next month ~ insyaAllah... my hubby lak dr kol 9 tadi dah tido.. penat sgt la tu.. rase cam nk kejut je dia btau good news ni tapi tak smpi ati la pulak.. so dok tergolek-golek tersengih-sengih la aku sorg smpi ke pagi... duk imagine cemane la mas go thru the labour pain, wondering cemane la muke bb dia..

esok subuh2 tu i told my hubby this good news... heee so we decided to visit her after office hour... wahhhh~ sungguh chumel la baby dia.. putih gebu.. tembamm~ bibir merah.. mas he's so adorable la...~ muke innocent je... (heheh bukan mmg muke bb innocent ke hehehe...) smpi ke arini still aku terbayang muke baby dia..

then balik tu.. heading to bangsar village... heee nk buang tabiat sket.. teringin nk order nando's half chicken... gatai tak? ntah hape-hape je kan.. =P pastu terus jadi ular sawe tak larat bgn.. hohoho tobat dah pasni mkn 1/4 je lah.. saje je gatai.. before this mmg mkn 1/4 pun.. tu pun liat nk abih.. tp kire ok gak aku berjaya menelan half chicken tu smpi abih... hohhoho besau btul perut.. =P

balik tu mmg berat sungguh mate.. bb aku pun agaknye overdose ngn ayam nando's tu.. buat pertama kalinye aku tido seawal pukul 1... sllu kol 4 baru bleh lelap.. huhuh... puas tido~

confirmed.. he is totally crap teamlead!

he personally talk to me one to one... cakap mcm dia jelah yg btul.. turn the story upside down to prove la yg i yg ade attituted problem.. i lah yg tak take work seriously... apelagi.. i cant handle issue lah.. sumela i.. salah sendiri sume tak nampak... bosan tul cakap ngn org cmni.. totally buang mase.. so i decided to ok ok je lah.. puas ati la tu? biarlah kan.. org yg suke menang.. org yg ego.. tak gune ckp byk2..

he blame me bcz i have one critical issue.. high priority... but then i cant proceed with the work sebab functional cons punye guide salah and data pun ade problem.. so cemane nk test? i had email them this problem and i already told him the problem.. tapi biasela bukan nak paham or nak understand.. tau nye GOD! GOD! takpun 'DEMN! DEMN!'. .pastu tak kirela ape pun.. nak jugak2 issue to solve... mrhlah functional.. dh pending kt dirog... apesal lak nak mrh aku.. hishhh..

and nak jadi cerite.. i was mc on thursday... seriously tak sehat.. tak larat nak keje.. what do him expect? i am 8 months pregnant... org tak pregnant pun bleh mc sakit demam.. lagila me yg tgh sarat2 ni.. buleh dia ckp "i was expecting to see u on thurs tp u mc.. then the next day, u mc lagi..u can just tell me on thurs yg u taleh dtg on fri.. so i can re-assign thw work to someone else..." ape ke punye ayat tu? manela aku nk tau aku nak sakit ari jumaat tu? sorryla i am normal human being.. psl mase depan mmg aku tak tau.. Allah je tau.. kalo itu yg dia expect dari aku sorryla.. that is beyond my power... kalo aku bleh nk predict mase depan baik aku tgk bile date bb aku lahir or mase depan aku cemane sebenarnye..

then dia bleh ckp aku menyusahkan HR and boss aku.. haikkkk apesal lak? bukan aku tak inform dia aku nk mc.. kalo HR tak tau itu maknenye dialah yg tak report kt HR. then dia siap sindir aku ckp this will affect bonus aku or performance aku time review.. cet! taula dia yg akan bg review tu.. so ingt aku heran? haihhh.. sukati la kalo nak buat cerite pasal aku.. yg penting Tuhan tau mane betul mane tak.. bonus ke ape ke sume ni hal dunia je.. rezeki sume Allah dh tetapkan.. bukan nye bergantung sgt kt feedback dia.. siap dia bleh sound aku.. "next time, u can alwes tell me if i cant deliver the work.. i can assign u keje yg sng.." hohoho aku la pulak nak kene buat cmtu.. konon since dia phm la situation aku.. kalo dia phm kenape tak dia je yg assign keje yg sng utk aku.. bukan tak tau aku dh sarat pregnant.. aku bukan la jenis org yg mula2 dh give-up.. nak tau keje tu sng ke susah ke kene la try buat dulu.. takkan awal2 nak ckp "sorry i cant accept this task.. susah.. since im pregnant i nak keje senang je.." tak ke hampes je bunyinye.. bunyi org mls nk cuba.. tak responsible.. org yg tau bg alasan je.. aku bukan type cmtu.. sorry again... ntah2 kalo aku ckp cmtu.. dia gune balik point tu citer kt boss aku betape la aku ni teruk gile.. bg keje tamo amik.. taula kan org cmni.. asik carik point je nk kate org salah...

his final word dia cakap keje aku sume dia dah pass kt org lain.. elehhh mcm la byk sgt keje aku pun.. tinggal satu tu je pun... issue2 lain tu pun patut dah close.. siap dh QA both side onshore & offshore.. so salah aku ke kalo ade issue lain lagi? kalo btul aku punye program salah.. apesal pass QA? tu pun tak leh fikir ke.. sabo jelah.. and he want me to sit down and think about my mistake and decide if i want to improve or not... hapeeeee niii.. takkan aku nk sit down n menyesal aku mc 2 ari tu.. ??? ish tade kejelah! ok ok i sit down but im not going to thnik bout my mistake.. i dont think i did any mistake.. so i will sit down n ceting.. heheheh..

so i waste all my day sit and ceting.. he know i dont have any work but yet my hand busy typing and i make lotsa noise pressing my keyboard.. hahahah.. mesti bengkek je dia.. haa pegila ngadu kt bos.. ckpla aku tak amik seriyes nasihat dia.. tak heran lah! =P

air selusuh

memandangkan mase semakin hampir.. jadinye sudah tiba mase utk menyediakan air selusuh... thanks to Jaz yg bagi link ni.. for reference.. mase gi kelas antenatal kt pusrawi dulu, ade jugak reference... tak sure la same ke tak.. nnt cek balik... ok to sape2 yg nk buat air selusuh.. bleh amik note dr sini.. ~

pertamanya niatkan ikhlas kerana Allah dan berdoa agar dipermudahkan bersalin
1) membaca surah al fatihah dan selawat ke atas nabi
2) membaca ayat 54-56 surah al a'raf sebanyak 3 kali
3) membaca ayat pertama surah at-tariq sebanyak 3 kali
4) membaca ayat kursi sebanyak 3 kali
5) membaca permulaan surah qalam sebanyak 17 kali, nun pada permulaan surah dikatakan membawa makna nasir (penolong) dan nur (cahaya)
6) membaca bahagian terakhir ayat 104 surah yusuf sebanyak 17 kali
7) membaca surah mu`awwizatain (surah al-falaq dan surah an-nas) sebanyak 3 kali
8)membaca doa nabi yunus dalam perut ikan nun dalam ayat 87 surah anbiya' sebanyak 17 kali
9) akhir sekali baca "ya fattah bila miftah iftah lana bihurmati ummi musa bint lawi bin ya'kub salawatullahi taala 'alaihim ajma'in wa bihurmati buduhi" sebanyak 17 kali

selamat mencuba.. mudah-mudahan Allah memudahkan semuanye... aminnn~

again.. when critical issue assigned to me...

seperti biaselah...
kene hentam kene bambu...
bosan tul la keje cmni..
dh le tade sape nak refer...
haihhh...~
honestly... give up la cmni... =(

4d scan

today gi buat 4d scan my baby... nmpk la pipi tembam mamat tu.. tp this time hero aku ni majuk kot.. sbbnye i didnt eat anything since morning... main cak cak lak dia.. huhu tertekan sungguh aku.. dia tunjuk muke tp bile doc nak snap dia tutup muke dia.. hohhoo... sllu nye bukan main lagi tunjuk2 idung, nganga-nganga mulut.. adoiiila.. penat dah pujuk2 dia.. tp dia still cover muke dia ngn tgn time doc nk snap.. haihhh tade rezeki la nk tgk muke putera impian ni...

terkilan sungguh... dahle mahal.. rm180 tu utk scan saje.. taperla.. maybe baby nak buat suprise kot kt mummy eh.. saje tanak kasik mummy tgk muke baby awal2... tp still puas ati jugak coz babah managed amik video and dlm video tu mummy nampak la muke baby.. hehehe.. debab! patut baru 33week tp size dah mcm 35 week.. hohoho.. amponnnnn~ tak kisah la.. janji baby sehat, kuat... and paling penting senang nak kua ok..



malam tu ade bbq at my house.. makan tak ingt dunia.. layannnnnnn~

Ada cerita tentang kita...

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia

Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala

Ada cerita tentang masa yg indah

Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

*huhu.. tersyahdu dgr lagu ni... i think bout no one but my baby... but seriously i am really enjoy my sweet time being preggie.. i feel so close to my baby... caye tak.. smpi bergenang airmata think bout him... plus he responds to me... busy kicking me... memang rase syahdu sgt... sob sob sob... yg pelik nye bile abih dgr lagu ni... he stop kick me.. i thnik he really knows and understand me... love u baby!

masih ade geram...

Still not in the mood to be at home.
sbb kes smlm tu lah!

sebok!

I really dont like kind of people yang suke carik point nak blame other people. Bende yang tak salah pun jadi salah. Nak lawan rase cam buang mase je nak layan org cam ni. Yelah korg je la yg btul.. ok puas ati?
*sigh.. pagi pagi dah put me on pressure. sian la kt my baby.. tensen keje lagi.. and this stupid crap issue lagi.. sorry baby.. mummy rase guilty sgt coz i know somehow u feel the pressure too..

However, I feel better after a long talk with bie just now. Im so lucky as he really understand me and support me. I know that i made a right decision - married to him. So i dont care about others. All i know i am more than happy be with him and with him i can be more than myself.
Thanks sayang! you such wonderful hubby! i love you so much.. 3 hours talking to him mmg la amat menenangkan perasaan...

*to that person yg create this issue, thanks a lot for what you have done. I will not do anything for revenge. It's not my style. and i dont have even single second nak layan this crap issue... seriously. But i just want to let u know that u didnt get anything by doing this to me. it will not effect me at all. i will still do what i like to do and i dont bother to behave as what you want me too... is it ok with you? but then i cant wait to see your next move... sila lah buat lagi... tak heran punn... ngeh ngeh ngeh...

nak cotiii~

it's public holiday. but im in the office - working.
*sigh

kenape aku keje?
sebab company aku sukati je drag cuti yg patutnye 1-2 may jadik 30april-1may...

off today and planned to go to ikea.
somehow bie thinks that it is not a perfect timing as tomoro we going to have an event at my house. and ntah kenape terus ter-oversensitif.
ngeeee.. lame dah angin monsun ni tak dtg...

geram geram geram...
lagi tgk bie tido je tak lyn pun aku.. cehhhh...
layan-layan blues then terus tertido.
pastu bgn tido tu ok dah...
*agaknye sebab tak cukup tido kot... =P coz smlm bid kete utk bie kt e-bay. alhamdulillah dapat jugak beli kete tu.. adelah sket kete besar utk jadi family car... kete aku 2 pintu, agak leceh jugak kalo nk jadi family car.. kete utk racing bleh la.. =P lol!

then having a good lunch and tea time with bie...
dapat dah megi goreng and brownies.. senyum smpi telinge... =P
ntah hape hape je kan... kejap sedih kejap hepi...
mesti sbb tu bie wat dek je kat aku tadi...
tak kuase agaknye dia nk layan.. hehehe...

menu utk buke puase

ermmmm.. i dah decide menu nak buka puase nanti.. =)

• nasi putih
• ayam goreng kunyit
• telur bungkus
• kailan ikan masin
• udang goreng tepung
• jus honeydew susu
• dessert - choc cake or brownies @ secret recipe
• then for supper - maggi goreng...

yum yum..

hehehe... tu la dia kalo 1st time puase.. sume bende rase nak mkn... tp then mesti tak dan nak mkn sume tu... rasenye megi goreng n brownies to kene drag for tomoro.. =P

3 hours to go..(mcm budak kocik 1st time puase.. asik countdown je... =P)

mari ganti puase...

today i decided to qada' puase... ingt nak ganti mase early stage of my pregnancy but time tu tahap lapar taleh di kawal... so postpone hinggalah ke hari ini... ade 6 hari nak ganti... byknyehhh.. bile fikir2 takot nnt tak sempat... coz abih pantang nnt pun dh mid aug. tak pasal pasal nnt kene byr beras. huhuhu... so tryla kan puase skg ni.. since activity pun tak byk skg.. duk melepak kt umah je..

tapi yg sedihnye, malam tadi i bought megi goreng for my sahur... tapi tak terbangun la pulak.. huhuhu... kempunan... dah le bukan sllu dpt permission nak mkn megi ni... and ntah kenape tadi terase nak sgt mkn choc cake.. huhuhu.. so nnt utk buka rase dh decide nak pegi secret recipe mkn kek...hehehe as if celebrate la kan sempena berjaya puase today... and then nak jugak beli megi goreng tgh mlm nnt.. ganti balik kempunan semalam tu... =)

ermm.. another 4 hours to go... tick tock tick tock.. sian jugak kt lil' hero ni...asik kick mummy je.. lapar eh syg...? mummy ponnnnnn lapar.. taper.. sabar ok..sabar tu separuh dari iman...

mom's care - sale...

citer pasal shopping lagik... =P

balik keje terus rush to alamanda.. sebab mom's care ade buat sale.. grab lollipop tilam and pillow latex... 30% siap free pillow case and crib sheet... wah... syok tul.. then terus gi ampang point.. rupenye mom's care dia buat sale kat ground floor.. lagi meriah.. huhuh... angkut la dr. brown punye bottle. then since dah tade ape nk beli.. cz sume brg dah beli.. so terpaksela dengan berat kaki balik ke rumah... ikut ati dh geram nak beli baju lagi.. tapiiii... bie dah tak bagi beli baju... so kene la akur ngn perintah suami.. kan saye solehah orgnye.. heheh... =P

ermm btw, today genap 7 bulan pregnant... 2 months to go.. =P

so sape2 nak gi shopping brg baby... skg ni tgh byk sale..
mom's care - 24/04/2007 - smpi may 2007.. date tak ingt..
safe & sound - 21/04/2007 - 13/05/2007
mothercare - 28/04/2007 - 13/05/2007

Alone and lonely lagi...

Alone again. Hubby went to F1 Sepang for his R3 booth. Nothing to do but housewive's stuff.. laundry, mopping, vacuum, lipat kain... tido.. =P

Home Alone..

tadela home alone sgt... alone dlm bilik je....

Bie out to Johor with his frens.
Luckily i am really in the mood in cleaning today...abih segala habuk aku lap... =P jarang nk dpt mood cmni skg ni... and also exicted kemas baby stuff... cant wait for my lil ones to join us...

*ptg tu i accidently shopping baju baby lagi cz world of babies buat moving out sale... tak sempat sorok bie boo dh balik.. heheh kantoi... terpaksela buat muke miau miau... =P

toy r us sale...

i took EL today. 2 reasons:
1. sebab sakit perut lagik.
2. toy r us sale - member's day special.. (main reason actually.. =P)

syok wooo beli toy byk gile.. discount sume 50% - 70%... beli toy bie and toy baby... hehe blom kua perut dh ade toy... bukan ape geram fisher price punye toy sume murah2... so rase cm rugi lak kalo tak beli... =P hehehe.. alasan biase utk shopaholic... lupe dah kes sakit perut tu... =P

*sib baik kali ni bie yg excited... bab bab toy ni mmg dia laju... hehehe tak payah la mummy buat muke kesian muke kucing miau miau nk beli toy utk baby... heheeh

sakit perooooottt..

last nite i couldnt sleep.. sakit perut teramat sgt.. smpi taleh nak tido.. nk kater sakit
bersalin.. tak rase mcm contraction... since konon2 cool... i apply breathing teknik tu... tapiii..
sakit dia bukan contraction... mmg sentiase sakit... contraction mestila dtg dan pergi selang
beberape minit kan... so im sure this is not contraction...

rase rimas and rase risau... rimas sbb taleh nk gerak or do anything yg bleh reduce sakit tu.. risau coz takot if anything effect my baby... mintak mintak tadela... aminnnnn~

so pagi tu still lagi pegi keje.. konon hero la tu.. tp half day je rase tak larat dah.. so terus amik half day gi check up.. so heading to Pusrawi.. wat appointment with new doc.. since this is our
1st time dtg check up... dlm ati berdebar sgt.. baby lak makin active... ish.. risau sgt.. dia active tendang lagila bertambah skt perut.. tp risau nye kot la dia tendang tu tande dia pun sakit... huhuuh..

sementara tunggu doc smpi.. semapt la lunch kat cafe hotel putra.. heeheheh sakit sakit perut pun mkn lunch gile byk.. =P mcm tade rupe sakit perut pun.. hehehe...then mase check up doc check and she said ade angin kat my stomach.. kire mcm kembung... nk gelak pun ade gak.. kehkehkhe...ingtkan baby je kembung.. tp bile doc ketuk perut tu.. memang byk la angin kat
situ.. tu yg sakit tu... baby lak.. as usual... sungguh nakal... doc nk scan kepale dia dia sibuk
dongak2 tgk mende alah scan tu.. tak kasik doc amik measurement.. pastu bile nk tgk kaki.. abih di tendangnye scan tu.. pastu sibuk pusing2 smpi doc ckp.. activenye baby... heeee.. pastu lak tunjuk lagi lil bird dia tu.. hahahah baby,baby... nak tergelak mummy dgr doc
comment psl baby... same je dedua doc comment... active! tapelakan sayang.. tu tande baby kuat n sehat.. lega hati mummy... kate hero mummy kan.. mestila kuat kan... =) size pun 2 weeks bigger than he supposed to.... berat.. 1.6kg! huhuhu berat nye! no wonderla mummy tak larat sgt nk jalan skg.. ni blom masuk 7 bulan lagi ni... nanti 9 bulan takleh
imagine cemane la perut mummy nanti... hohohoh...

akibatnye....

sebab shopping sgt...
saye telah demam arini...
ngeeeee...

terpakse MC.. hukhukhuk....
(tapi dlm hati sungguh gumbira tgk all the thing that i bought for my baby... cute gileeeeee~)

pureen's warehouse sale

heeee.. today sungguh bersemangat.. 1st time membeli belah baby stuff... sepatutnye kene tunggu 26hb sbb time tu baru genap 7 bulan tp since ade warehouse sale ni.. me and bie decide utk beli awal.. hehee.. konon nk save budget la kan..

sungguhla ramai org di situ.. we went there around 11.00 and managed to get all necessary and unnecessary stuff.. heehe.. baju tak dpt sebab newborn punye sume dah kene rembat... tapela tade rezeki..end up we spent about RM350 kat situ.. tp kire okeh la kot.. most brg2 penting dh beli.. pampers, bottle, blanket, mitten & booties, napkin, towel, wet tissue and mummy's stuff too... kalo kire balik mmg byk save dah... so tadela feel guilty sgt..

then terus heading to OU... kebetulan Bebe House ade stock clearance.. heeheh.. beli la bju baby.. not the newborn one.. 3-6 and 6-9 months.. hehehe.. ini mcm tak masuk dlm list tapiii rugiiiiii kalo tak beli... murah tuuuu... heheeh.. siap beli kasut lagik... ngeh ngeh ngeh... syokkk tul... hohoh nampak gaye angin shopping mummy dah melanda.. babah dah risau tgk mummy terbeliak2 biji mate.. heheh sib baik ni 1st time beli brg baby.. so tadelah kene bebel sgt...

the next and next and next day, shopping lagi baby's stuff kat Tesco, Giant, Carrefour, Jusco, World of Babies, etc etc... then as expected, saye telah dihukum oleh suami saya... saya tidak lagi dibenarkan membeli baju baby... huhuhhuh...

lonely...

terase a bit lonely this past few days... coz my hubby busy lah bukak R3 booth at sepang sempena F1 ni.. nak ikut he didnt allow me.. huhuhu.. panas katenye.. elok kalo i just take enuf rest kat rumah.. tapi bile duk umah, jadi tak keruan la pulak.. sbb dah biase berkepit je.. huhuhu windu pun ye jugak.. sllu weken mesti spent time together-gather... taperla.. name pun business kan.. keje mane ade ikut time.. kene ikut market, ikut customer, ikut event... tp somehow rase bersyukur la jugak.. coz his business doing very well this week...

haihhh.. skg ni baru phm perasaan org yg berjauhan ngn hubby terchenta kan.. heee.. kes aku ni apelah sgt... setakat busy di siang hari je... mlm still jumpe.. org lain tu berbulan2 tak jumpe sebab keje.. huhu tamolah cmtu...

*baby windu tak babah? mummy windu lah.... lagi 5 jam babah balik... huhu kemaruk tul aku ni... ampuunnnn...

these past few weeks...

i felt so hot...it's quite hard for me to fall asleep at nite.. rase rimas and panas... even aircond temp is 16*C in powerful cold mode... still me berpeluh-peluh mcm pegi jogging.. kat opis pun same.. before this.. i used to wear 3 layers jacket in office.. its' freezing cold here... tp skg ni... i dont even touch my jacket... normal kah pregnant women will feel hot during her 3rd trimester pregnancy?

i read in all pregnancy website, they mentioned that our body temperature is getting higher tapi tak sangke la pulak sebigini rupe.. rase cm nak berendam dlm ais je.. lepas mandi pun bleh lagi berpeluh... so lepas mandi i will quickly run to my bedroom... so i will maintain in cold.. then cepat2 lari masuk dlm kete so bleh terus kene aircond..

yg kesian nye kt my hubbylah.. kehkehkeh.. mlm2 dia tido sejuk smpi menggigil2 selubung satu badan... kalo dh lepas mandi lagi la menggigil sebab nye kene aircond.. smpi terbersin2... heee... sori bie.. =) 3 bulan je lagik.. =P

monthly check-up

gi check-up today.. my baby seperti biasela oversize one week plus.. huhuhu... tgn debab.. muke pun bulat... i wonderlah.. ikut sapelah tu..btw rase happy sgt..coz doc kate dia ok.. =) tp yg tak hepi nye.. doc sound la this month berat naik byk sgt... huhuuhu... cemane ni... taleh nk imagine lah my body for the next 3 months.. huhhu.. nak kene nasihat bb ni.. jgn mintak mkn byk2.. huhuh mommy dah kembang sgt ni... huhuhu~

meeting my lil hero...

arini went to meet my lil hero.. huhuh sudah beshar anak mummy ni... tgn debab muke bulat.. geram tul tgk.. as usual mesti dia buat dah aksi2 wajib dia tu... hahaha show off his lil 'bird'... kehkehkeh.. (baby kan mummy dah pesan simpan elok2 lil bird tu.. nnt doc sunat baru tau.. =P)

i am so proud to see him do his movement... siap main2 jari.. main cak cak hiding his face using his hand.. also showing off his nose.. and non-stop moving his tounge and mouth.. kaki toksah cite.. mcm nak meletup perut mummy dia kick... taper.. it means dia sehat and bertenage... =P

my hubby said, he can see our lil boy ikut muke mummy dia.. hehehe yeke? i dunno.. but my hubby said when he look at my face dari tepi same sejibik ngn lil hero tu... i tried to look at our video tapi tak sure sgtlah sebab never look at my face from side.. taperlah tunggu jelah dia kua nnt... another 3 months to go...

ermm next month i have to start to book hospital, doc and start to buy baby stuff.. sib baik dh buat survey so bleh la terus beli je nnt.. rasenye dh tak larat kot nk bersoping2 mcm biase.. kaki dh mule cramp sllu... huhuhu

btw, congrats to Asma and Khairil for the arrival their lil princess this evening.. sempat singgah jumpe baby... huhu sungguh la chumel! haihh.. Asma dah lepas... cemane la pulak nnt my turn eh... tawakal to Allah...

adat melenggang perut (btul ke spelling ni..?? =P)

kenduri 7 bulan pregnant. ikut adat jawa.. ke adat melayu eh? ntah la.. tak sure.. rasenye ramai jugak yg apply adat ni.. utk anak 1st, kene buat kenduri doa selamat mase 4bulan n 7 bulan...mase yg 4 bulan tu ok je simple je doa selamat... tp yg 7 bulan ni agak byk jugak mendenye...

1. kene mandi air bunge... sejuk gile.. yg mandikan ni.. nenek2 and mak bidan.. sukati je diorg siram aku... ngeee.. tak kasik chance lagsg nak amik nafas.. sejukkkk~

2. kene berurut... time ni la kot yg dinamekan adat melenggang perut... hehehe punyela moden aku ni.. urut pun pakai baby oil je.. minyak minyak aku tak simpan... =P

3. kene salin 7 helai kain batik...

4. kene potong 7 jenis ketupat.. ade caranye.. kene sekali zasss je... fail jugak aku time tu.. maklumla bukan org dapur.. potong ketupat pun failed.. ntah hape2 je kan..

ermm tu jela kot eventnye.. pastu makan time... =)

as expected...

they extend my contract for my project for another half month... which means i will only be roll off from this project 15/04/2007...

haihh.. kene la mengadap muke mamat tu lagi... kuatkanla iman aku.. aminnnn...

agree...

Stress is not always a bad thing -- in fact, it can bring out the best in you.

i'll take it positive.

muhksin

went to watch mukhsin @ sunway pyramid... ermmm... chumel gak cite dia.. hehe.. consider i puji la filem ni... it shows byk reality in our life and byk jugak moral of the story... the best part is when to see how orked's parents tersangat la romantik... so loving... hope mine same gak smpi forever ever sentiase sweet cm diorg... hikhiki.. im so glad and thankful coz i have such a wonderful, caring and loving hubby... eventho dia tak dukung me mcm si mak orked tu... hikhik... maybe after i deliver our baby i will demand for that.. skg taleh la kot.. since my body dah macam pooh... =P

after watched the movie ingt nk play bowling.. (huhu.. not me..) bie and his fren tapi they turn up a bit late so cancel.. balik rumah mulala penat... tadi jalan tak hengat... syok sgt window shopping for baby... haihhh.. tak sabar nk tunggu 7 bulan... orang tua2 kate tak elok beli brg baby awal2... kenape eh? ermm ikut jela kan.. diorg kan lagi byk mkn garam... sedar tak sedar i am now almost 6 months pregnant... another 1 month before i can shopping... and another 3 months before i will have my own baby... insyaAllah...

voice out

again... my teamlead never want to use his ear to listen and his brain to think... which make me sick of him... i already declare a war with him (for almost 2 week i didnt talk to him... just an email or ym to communicate.. afterall it is useless to inform him anything.. he will never get it even one point.. except he know that i have a problem to close the issue.. demn!)
today i decided to talk to him because of the issue that onshore raised to me. i dont think it has anything to do with my program. my program run well and i thnik the functional misunderstood somewhere expecting something that is not covered on my program. and also i thnik it is a config issue again which spoil all the system. not my program at all.

i tried to talk to my team lead.. and as usual he will agree with all functional issue and blame me 100%. (even he has no idea what my devlopmnt do or what the crap issue the functional raised). i tried to explain but he keep bomb me with his harsh word without listening to my explaination.
this is it. i had enuff. it is totally useless to talk to people like him. such a waste.
a few minutes later, he email me.. "the test script says you should change in the header level of the doc". of course i did that. i had pass all the unit test cases and my program had been QA-ed by both onshore and offshore. so what's the problem here man??? if you dont understand the issue please la jangan nak tunjuk bagus.. meluat sgt. bukan sekali dua.. dah tak larat dah kot nak tgk kepoyoan kamu tu. but i wonder how come he be so stupid. it's not the issue. im talking bout other thing and he reply me about other thing. omg! im so speechless. i tought i tell him everything bout the problem but yet he's talking bout non-related issue. somehow i feel like laughing. ape ke la bengap sgt team lead aku sorg ni... aisehhhh...

so i decided discussing with my onshore functional - Paul. i purposely speak louder just to attract my teamlead attention to prove that i have nothing to do with the problem raised by the functional there. Luckily Paul on my side and he confirm that onshore must be misunderstood somewhere. Then i refer to another senior cons. and again they understand the issue and confirm that im doing the right thing. i know dia curik curik dengar my discussion. tau pun termalu.. orang cakap tamo dgr.. ade hati lak tu nk tunjuk terror... mmg padan muke.
after that seperti biase la when all people agree with me, he will pretend he understand the issue and he is on my side la.. baru nak sedar onshore tu yg salah.. but it's too late beb! i made my decision.. i cant take this anymore. working under people like this. so i wrote and email to my development manager telling her everything bout his attitude and request to roll-off from this project asap. i dont care if management dont understand or will report back to him. but at least i had inform them this attitude and they should know that i hate to work with him.

now i feel so relief. somehow i admit it's good to voice out ur rite. i dont care if this will affect my career or not. (coz i dont know managment trust siapa.. me or him) but at least they know i work with brainless teamlead.

the end.

note to my baby: baby, this is not good example ok.dont use such a harsh word like what 'that guy' said to mummy and some of the word yg mummy tulih kat sini eh.. i know u can understand everything yg mummy rase and face kt ofis ni.. rite honey?

i miss...

1 now 1 nescafe...

but i can't..

btw... ini taleh di kire mengidam ke? tak minum kang nnt abih air liur bb meleleh je nanti =P...

muahauhu sure bie reject je alasan ni... any other valid reason so i can drink this legally?

the only thing that makes me feels like vommit

Mayonnaise

bluwekkk... (+_+)
terbayang pun taleh... apatah lagi ternampak...
ngeeee...

apesal ek?

habit during pregnant...

1. eat late nite.. 1am-2am.. kellog's snowflakes or burger will do..
2. play sudoku on my phone.. no matter where i am.. if i got a chance i surely play it... and it become my must-do activity before i sleep.. my baby likes it.. keep kicking me! cayalah baby! somtimes i pruposely play it just to wake my baby up... kijam tak? =P
3. sleep with more than 4 pillows around me.. i guess i need maternity pillow but it;s quite expensive lah!
4. lil bit decrease in shopping habit... (ye ke? maybe not gal's stuff like handbag, sandals, clothes (i cant fit!).. but maternity clothes and unnecessary things still on like before...eg: i bought 2 bedsheets, 2 pillows, 2 novels yesterday... looking for new handbag and sandal and clothes.. but couldnt find one..*sigh!.. but im thinking to go alpha angle this evening.. i hope i can get something nice!)
5. every morning i will stand in front of my mirror, proudly staring at my belly at least 10 minutes..(i admit.. it look a bit like pooh.. =P)
6. ice cream is a must have dessert everyday! (no wonder i put so much on my weight.. i have excuse what, haven't i? =))
7. daily supplement: obimin & neurogain & milk...
8. watch football.. im with arsenal coz my hubby ask me to sokong arsenal and hate MU.. i kan very supportive wife.. *wink!

my lil hero now 23 week in my belly

www.babycenter.com
This Week's Activity:
Write a letter to your baby. You and your child will treasure this gift for years to come. Go with your heart and follow your inspiration. If you need help getting started:
• Describe your feelings for your baby and what it's like to know he's growing inside you.
• Imagine a perfect day with your baby and what you'll do together.
• Write down your hopes, dreams, and wishes for your baby.
• Think about what being a mother means to you and your definition of what makes a good mother.

--ermmm bile eh nk buat homework ni..?--

i hate my team lead

i guess everyone knows that preggie woman will need to do their check up once in a month.. and but the thing is my teamlead pretend not to understand this... (eventho he already got 3 kids)...

last 2 months i apply leave early 2 weeks for my appointment, and he never sign my leave form.. it really makes me doubt whether he approve or not... i hate being confuse bout this small matter and he keep make me wondering til the day i m off.. he never sign the form and i just assume he approve it...coz no matter waht i still need to go for my check-up...)

so the next month i decided inform him last minute thru email.. (actually applying thru email is legal in my office, so means no need for him to sign the form...) but then he so angry and cc the email to my boss saying he want to sign the form before let me off that day.. demn! but then i just ignore the email... and my boss seems to approve my leave when i submit my timesheet.. so ok lah.. no need for me to beg for his signature..

so this month is decided not to apply leave so i text him saying i am on MC today. i tought it will be ok.. but then he reply me 'AGAIN?'.

what the hell is inside his mind? is he human or what? is it so hard to accept that I AM PREGNANT and i need all these medical check up for my baby??? im sick of his attitude... never meet such a jerk teamlead like him... what make me sad is he is MALAY! fyi, there is only less than 20 malay dude works in my company... i feel more comfortable to work under chinesse.. but waht make me so confuse is if he really don like me why dont he roll me off from this crap project? i am more than happy to move to other project... and i thnik my boss doesnt have any problem to assign me to new proj if i already out from this project..

somehow i feel so guilty to my baby.. since i am always tension and work under pressure in the office.. but deep down inside i thnik he understand me.. rite baby?

anyway, doc had confirmed this morning that my baby is a boy! my hubby so excited to have his junior in another 4 months.. me too.. hehee.. i dont mind boy or gal.. as long as the baby is healthy and perfect and cute (of course.. =P) is enuf for me..

so into this nut-break

i am currently addicted to this choc...
luckily we can get it in KLIA...
but it's quite expensive actually..
but still i bought 4 =P



is it what they called mengidam kah?

workaholic?

im workaholic.. no im not.. but yes sometimes i am.. but not most of the time.. but i think recently i was forced to be workaholic... i dont mind actually but most of the time.. i thnik i can finish my work on time but there are ALWAYS config problem lah, system prob lah and onshore prob lah that caused me to work extra time... i have one good example here.. now i am writing this entry becoz AGAIN.. i repeat AGAIN system is DOWN!

*sigh.. and then another incoming email...

Hi all, this Saturday will be a compulsory working weekend once again since we are lagging behind on UT completion by quite a bit.
--> (almost every week! please ask onshore to fix all the config problem 1st! so we dont need to waste our time debugging crap unit test data... which then cause the system down... )

Please let us know before Thursday only if you absolutely can’t make it.
--> (does it make any different if i told you that i cant make it??? i still have to work rite...)

As before, there will be a good lunch!
--> (i dont care! i can have better lunch out there with my hubby!)

Thanks.
--> (for what?)

not that i didnt want to give a full commitment to my work tapi... dont u see that my belly is getting bigger n bigger... (and of coz my body is getting heavier everyday and it's somtimes quite hard for me to move my body.. everyday i walk slower and slower.. except when i am in shopping complex... *wink! ) and yes, u rite.. dont make pregnant as an excuse.. but dont u ever think and realize how tired we are, work til late; 6 days a week? if you are guy, think bout ur wife ok! and how would you feel if ur wife is spending most of her time to her work, but not you..luckily i have a very understanding hubby.. he so supportive, never complaint bout this..but still, i feel guitly! heee.. i am solehah wife what.... =P btw, i think my baby already master in SAP ABAP... im thinking to submit his cv to headhunter.. can i? =P

*glup!

i am 5 months pregnant...

belly: 26-->34-->36inch
weight: 49-->58-->62kg

besar kan? (*_*) no wonder he call me bini bie pooh... chehhhh~

i like his quote..

"Feel free to be harsh..."
-Paul Edward (a colleague from Axon UK sitting next to me...)


--agaknye dia pun geram ngan onshore pple... maybe not only onshore also the client i guess... all are crap!

again...

the feeling comes again...
next monday i will meet my baby...
im so nervous...
hope my baby is okay, happy and healthy..

*skg dah mula faham perasaan seorang ibu.. yg terlalu risau pasal anaknye..
now i feel guilty cz dlu i tought my mom terlalu risau and terlalu mengongkong...
i totally can understand how exactly she feel..

mom

last nite i couldnt sleep.. asik teringat kan my mom.. bukan duk berjauhan pun dengan dia.. tu dia ade kat depan hall tu tgh tgk tv... ntah kenape somehow rase sedih sgt... terkenang segale jase2 dia terhadap for me selame ni.. i admit that we always have different opinion when we discuss bout anything.. tu yg buatkan we not so close... tapi bile pk pk balik i cant take this as a reason not to be close with her.. after all she is my mom.. the one and only... i couldnt imagine my life without her... so it make me realize yang mase yg tinggal for me utk balas jase dia tak byk.. maybe esok lusa she's gone or maybe it's me who leave the world 1st before her... suddenly i feel so scared.. kalo di ingat2 apelah sgt yg aku dh buat pun utk balas sume jase dia.. a gift on her birthday, mother's day and hari raya.. is it enuf? do i make her happy? i dunno if there is anything i had done that might hurt her.. but the thing is now im so scared kalo tak sempat nak balas jasa dia.. i hope i can use all the time left for us the best i can to make her happy... i love u mom...

--during my nikah dah.. we can see clearly her love is so deep to me.. cant you?--

This week's activity

--from www.babycenter.com-- 21 week pregnant

Take off your rings.

You'd be surprised how many pregnant women need to have their rings cut off by a professional jeweler because their fingers have swollen up around them. If yours are feeling the least bit snug, do yourself a favor and take them off now before it's too late. If you can't bear to be separated from your wedding band or another important ring, loop it on a chain and wear it close to your heart.

*mine still muat lagik.. (sebenarnye dulu cincin ni longgar sket.. =P and sib baik gelang bleh adjust... so no problem lah...)

--flashback: six months married--

when crmd_order down...

i have nothing to do...
tak biase lak tade keje.. nak berceting pun tak biase dah..
ermmm sllunye bile up i alwes pray that the system down for one whole day coz dh tak larat nk buat keje.. ni bile dah down.. mati kutu lak tak tau nk buat ape.. sbb sebenarnye keje byk nehhhhh...

well that's the reason why i write this entry.. =P

we went to bangsar village.. ??

jarang sebenarnye me n hubby nak jalan2 kat kl.. kalo nk deting kt kl pun mesti bersebab.. coz we both tak suke sgt tmpt yg crowded.. nak shopping pun carik time yg cun cun.. nk tgk wayang pun mesti weekdays.. weekend lagi suke lepak kt umah or pegi kedai mamak or somewhere yg tak crowded sgt..

but arini jalan teramat la jem merangkak-rangkak.. so we dont want to waste our time kat jalan.. waste our gas.. (since now mahal gile minyak...) and we dun want to get tense n tired just bcz of it.. so we change our direction to bangsar.. tapenah2 la pulak nk melepak kt bangsar..

we have our sweet time eat our dinner.. then freely go shopping (not me.. him and his toys!) and paling best we bought buku nama for our baby.. sebenarnye it has been quite long time looking for the book that contains name yg kitorg suke.. but most of the time jumpe mesti tak complete.. satu name tu ade satu name lagi tu tade.... so last nite since we so free.. ape lagi menghadap la kitab buku name tu.. then ade satu buku ni complete dgn name2 yg kitrog suke.... so happy sgt sgt! so skg ni.. mcm dah confirm la name tu for our baby.. =) now on mommy can start call bb dgn name tu.. (heheh padahal dr dulu dh start dah.. =P)

balik tu sungguh la penat.. jalan lagi tak ingt dunia.. seperti biase.. mlm2 nak tido mula la cramp sane sini.. lenguh sane sini.. cian my hubby kene jadi mesin osim.. =p tenkiu darling!!! appreciate sgt ur care.. big muahsss for you!

he's a boy!

we went to 'see' our baby today.. amboishhh.. mase tgh scan tu.. punye la relek mamat tu.. siap silang kaki lagik tu.. tgn dia letak pulak kt dahi.. cewahhhh.. sungguh la bersantai dia.. tp kejap je la pastu mula la buat acara menendang-nendang tergolek-golek.. smpi pening doc nk carik dia buat measurement.. padan la asik rase perut aku ni vibrate.. punye la tareti duk diam dia kt dlm tuhhh.. and paling best.. dah nampak dah boy dia tu.. tp kocik lagik.. next month doc kompom balik.. tapi kalo ikut2 kan mmg rase boy pun.. tgk la perubahan mommy dia ni.. main ps2, pakai jersey.. tgk bola.. selebet je pun pegi opis.. tade rase nk melaram pun.. makan pun sempoi-sempoi.. burger.. nasik goreng.. roti canai.. paling fav makan daging.. ice-cream tu dh memang wajib...haihh cemane la tak dumok kan.. makannnn je keje.. kejap2 je mesti nk makan...

tak sabarnye nk tunggu next month cz insyaAllah bleh surekan boy ke tak.. heheh then bleh la start2 nk carik nama.. tapi sebenarnye dh ade dah satu name ni cume nk surekan lagi maksudnye.. dr dulu pun dh start panggil dah bb ngn name tu.. rase cm serasi pulak. heheh..pastu baru bleh pegi shopping.. yippe!

macam macam perasaan...

being preggie ni tak semudah yang di sangka kan.. sakit sakit badan tu biasela.. tak sedap badan lagi.. tapi yg paling tak best ni part part melibatkan perasaan.. tapi bukan la over sensitif.. buleh lagi nk kawal perasaan.. (hehe.. tapi yang ni tak leh nk kompom sgt.. kene tanye bie..bia dia yg ckp..)

nak kasik contohnye kt sini.. dulu lepas scan last month rase teruja sgt.. excited and happy sgt tgk bb dh developed sket2.. then tak sabar nk tunggu next month punye scan.. sebulan tunggu punye tunggu smpila today.. then suddenly i feel tak best.. rase risau sgt nk scan esok.. is my bb ok? dia develop btul ke as expected.. cukup ke nutrien dia.. mcm2 mende pk dlm kepale ni.. bila dia mula tak tendang.. mula risau je.. tido ke sakit ke.. tak cukup zat ke.. paling takot dpt bad news esok.. huhu.. (mintak dijauhkan la.. ) rase jantung ni lajuuuu sgt..

haihhh.. sudahnye.. tak lena nk tido.. hope everything is ok tomoro... tawakal to Allah..

after 6 days away from KL..

people start to notice the 'new' me..

zurah i hope u dont mind but i think u put on some kilos..

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eyy... dah nampak perut...

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baid.. badan ko dah naik la.. nampak berisi..

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ermmmm.. now nampaknye dah mule kene pakai maternity clothes.. takleh nk cover dah.. baju baju pun sume dah sendat, tamuat.. huhuh.. i cant believe it.. from size S im now turn to size L. *glup!

lil' flashback..

hi ya!

heee...
kenal kan.. this is my new blog.. Simply Faisyura..
i created this blog bcoz i forgot my password kat blog lame..
sebabnye punyela lame tak memblog...
langsung lupe tak ingt..

ttbe rase rindu nak memblog.. lagi lagi blog baru.. semakin bersemangat la saye..!

nway this is the latest me yg sungguh chubby.. pose ni sengaje dibuat.. senyum pun senyum pakse tu.. heheh.. sebabnye tgh boring ni sorg2 kat opis hubby.. tunggu dia balik meeting..

sweetest moment...

when i wake up this morning.. i sit for a while thinking bout how my baby today.. wondering is he awake or not..

and suddenly i feel a big kick in my belly..

wow..
it's so wow...

rase cam terharu sgt... rase mcm best sgt.. rase gumbire sgt...

all this while i only can feel that my baby make an acrobatic move.. not sure what he's doing.. but i can feel that he's moving..

but today.. it is so obvious that he kick me at the moment i was thinking bout him.. and he's only 15 week old.. how cute kan?

rase bersyukur sgt to Allah giving me a chance to experience this moment..

alhamdulillah.. bersyukur sgt...

ok nak packing.. wanna go to penang, next to perlis and then to langkawi... best! best!