mom

last nite i couldnt sleep.. asik teringat kan my mom.. bukan duk berjauhan pun dengan dia.. tu dia ade kat depan hall tu tgh tgk tv... ntah kenape somehow rase sedih sgt... terkenang segale jase2 dia terhadap for me selame ni.. i admit that we always have different opinion when we discuss bout anything.. tu yg buatkan we not so close... tapi bile pk pk balik i cant take this as a reason not to be close with her.. after all she is my mom.. the one and only... i couldnt imagine my life without her... so it make me realize yang mase yg tinggal for me utk balas jase dia tak byk.. maybe esok lusa she's gone or maybe it's me who leave the world 1st before her... suddenly i feel so scared.. kalo di ingat2 apelah sgt yg aku dh buat pun utk balas sume jase dia.. a gift on her birthday, mother's day and hari raya.. is it enuf? do i make her happy? i dunno if there is anything i had done that might hurt her.. but the thing is now im so scared kalo tak sempat nak balas jasa dia.. i hope i can use all the time left for us the best i can to make her happy... i love u mom...

--during my nikah dah.. we can see clearly her love is so deep to me.. cant you?--