confirmed.. he is totally crap teamlead!

he personally talk to me one to one... cakap mcm dia jelah yg btul.. turn the story upside down to prove la yg i yg ade attituted problem.. i lah yg tak take work seriously... apelagi.. i cant handle issue lah.. sumela i.. salah sendiri sume tak nampak... bosan tul cakap ngn org cmni.. totally buang mase.. so i decided to ok ok je lah.. puas ati la tu? biarlah kan.. org yg suke menang.. org yg ego.. tak gune ckp byk2..

he blame me bcz i have one critical issue.. high priority... but then i cant proceed with the work sebab functional cons punye guide salah and data pun ade problem.. so cemane nk test? i had email them this problem and i already told him the problem.. tapi biasela bukan nak paham or nak understand.. tau nye GOD! GOD! takpun 'DEMN! DEMN!'. .pastu tak kirela ape pun.. nak jugak2 issue to solve... mrhlah functional.. dh pending kt dirog... apesal lak nak mrh aku.. hishhh..

and nak jadi cerite.. i was mc on thursday... seriously tak sehat.. tak larat nak keje.. what do him expect? i am 8 months pregnant... org tak pregnant pun bleh mc sakit demam.. lagila me yg tgh sarat2 ni.. buleh dia ckp "i was expecting to see u on thurs tp u mc.. then the next day, u mc lagi..u can just tell me on thurs yg u taleh dtg on fri.. so i can re-assign thw work to someone else..." ape ke punye ayat tu? manela aku nk tau aku nak sakit ari jumaat tu? sorryla i am normal human being.. psl mase depan mmg aku tak tau.. Allah je tau.. kalo itu yg dia expect dari aku sorryla.. that is beyond my power... kalo aku bleh nk predict mase depan baik aku tgk bile date bb aku lahir or mase depan aku cemane sebenarnye..

then dia bleh ckp aku menyusahkan HR and boss aku.. haikkkk apesal lak? bukan aku tak inform dia aku nk mc.. kalo HR tak tau itu maknenye dialah yg tak report kt HR. then dia siap sindir aku ckp this will affect bonus aku or performance aku time review.. cet! taula dia yg akan bg review tu.. so ingt aku heran? haihhh.. sukati la kalo nak buat cerite pasal aku.. yg penting Tuhan tau mane betul mane tak.. bonus ke ape ke sume ni hal dunia je.. rezeki sume Allah dh tetapkan.. bukan nye bergantung sgt kt feedback dia.. siap dia bleh sound aku.. "next time, u can alwes tell me if i cant deliver the work.. i can assign u keje yg sng.." hohoho aku la pulak nak kene buat cmtu.. konon since dia phm la situation aku.. kalo dia phm kenape tak dia je yg assign keje yg sng utk aku.. bukan tak tau aku dh sarat pregnant.. aku bukan la jenis org yg mula2 dh give-up.. nak tau keje tu sng ke susah ke kene la try buat dulu.. takkan awal2 nak ckp "sorry i cant accept this task.. susah.. since im pregnant i nak keje senang je.." tak ke hampes je bunyinye.. bunyi org mls nk cuba.. tak responsible.. org yg tau bg alasan je.. aku bukan type cmtu.. sorry again... ntah2 kalo aku ckp cmtu.. dia gune balik point tu citer kt boss aku betape la aku ni teruk gile.. bg keje tamo amik.. taula kan org cmni.. asik carik point je nk kate org salah...

his final word dia cakap keje aku sume dia dah pass kt org lain.. elehhh mcm la byk sgt keje aku pun.. tinggal satu tu je pun... issue2 lain tu pun patut dah close.. siap dh QA both side onshore & offshore.. so salah aku ke kalo ade issue lain lagi? kalo btul aku punye program salah.. apesal pass QA? tu pun tak leh fikir ke.. sabo jelah.. and he want me to sit down and think about my mistake and decide if i want to improve or not... hapeeeee niii.. takkan aku nk sit down n menyesal aku mc 2 ari tu.. ??? ish tade kejelah! ok ok i sit down but im not going to thnik bout my mistake.. i dont think i did any mistake.. so i will sit down n ceting.. heheheh..

so i waste all my day sit and ceting.. he know i dont have any work but yet my hand busy typing and i make lotsa noise pressing my keyboard.. hahahah.. mesti bengkek je dia.. haa pegila ngadu kt bos.. ckpla aku tak amik seriyes nasihat dia.. tak heran lah! =P