i hate my team lead

i guess everyone knows that preggie woman will need to do their check up once in a month.. and but the thing is my teamlead pretend not to understand this... (eventho he already got 3 kids)...

last 2 months i apply leave early 2 weeks for my appointment, and he never sign my leave form.. it really makes me doubt whether he approve or not... i hate being confuse bout this small matter and he keep make me wondering til the day i m off.. he never sign the form and i just assume he approve it...coz no matter waht i still need to go for my check-up...)

so the next month i decided inform him last minute thru email.. (actually applying thru email is legal in my office, so means no need for him to sign the form...) but then he so angry and cc the email to my boss saying he want to sign the form before let me off that day.. demn! but then i just ignore the email... and my boss seems to approve my leave when i submit my timesheet.. so ok lah.. no need for me to beg for his signature..

so this month is decided not to apply leave so i text him saying i am on MC today. i tought it will be ok.. but then he reply me 'AGAIN?'.

what the hell is inside his mind? is he human or what? is it so hard to accept that I AM PREGNANT and i need all these medical check up for my baby??? im sick of his attitude... never meet such a jerk teamlead like him... what make me sad is he is MALAY! fyi, there is only less than 20 malay dude works in my company... i feel more comfortable to work under chinesse.. but waht make me so confuse is if he really don like me why dont he roll me off from this crap project? i am more than happy to move to other project... and i thnik my boss doesnt have any problem to assign me to new proj if i already out from this project..

somehow i feel so guilty to my baby.. since i am always tension and work under pressure in the office.. but deep down inside i thnik he understand me.. rite baby?

anyway, doc had confirmed this morning that my baby is a boy! my hubby so excited to have his junior in another 4 months.. me too.. hehee.. i dont mind boy or gal.. as long as the baby is healthy and perfect and cute (of course.. =P) is enuf for me..